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Katherine Isham

Xmas stress

Katherine Isham

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Xmas stress

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I was having some real stress last night and this morning over my lack of financial resources over xmas. I am really wlrried about Max's family judging me because I'm not getting them nice/expensive gifts because I'm poor and also I worry about that to a lesser extent with my own friends and relatives.

The hardest part of my financial situation is having to feel like I'm a failure sometimes because of my lack of money and because of my sometimes having to rely on my parents for money and other things.

I had to make the difficult decision not to go to Glasgow in 2015 with Max which I had been really looking forward to. I wad feeling anxious this would be a huge disappointment to him.

Max has been an enormous support through everything, and even though I will have another chance to go in 2017, Max is going to ask his parents about giving him some money as a gift to go since they had promised him something similar in the past, even offering to help him bring a friend. After talking to him about both of my anxieties I feel a lor better about my insecurities.
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